A little piece of me wants to make it past the age of twenty-seven.

alright so there’s this thing called sleep that is of utmost importance yet i tend to neglect it cause i want to succeed and be a better man with every heartbeat and i’m at a point in my life where decisions decisions decisions have lasting impressions on where i’m headed like shoot i’m sorta emotionally physically spiritually mentally imbalanced and i need to be working harder than before to be the balance of opposites if i wanna be that paramedic or municipal serviceman or video coordinator or anesthesiologist or pt ortho sports medibro or professional mattress tester or whatever i dont know i just need to sit down with another krishnamurti book or practice relaxation and buff up that meditation prayer hour(s) and eat much much healthier instead of using this “fuel” i feed myself and gotta filter out negative emotions and thoughts but relaxing sounds so nice like maybe a long day spent at the top of a peaceful hike ahem aka like angel’s landing and spending however many minutes hours recognizing how i’m still part of the bigger picture and i’m still part of that bigger change and to take every opportunity i can to laugh with all things around me and live out the gospel or be like kanye (not exactly but in terms of promoting self-confidence) but amongst all this chaos and static and days of melted ice cream i’m optimistic for what’s in store for the rest of my role in this big plan and mission of being a little piece of home aka of heaven to the world around me yeah yeah ha ha cliches and jargon all this faith and hope speechiness but whatever cause where would we be without that sort of foundation as for me it’s what i need to bank on and rely on when i feel inadequate must always have hope always have hope —

We’re only temporary. Why not explore the vast possibilities of this adventure? Makes yours beautiful. Make your life fucking beautiful.

Friday September 26th //

image of Princess Diana on a yacht in Portofino, Italy, in August 1997.


image of Princess Diana on a yacht in Portofino, Italy, in August 1997.

(via khaena)

Monday August 18th //
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